RoseDragon13

What do I do to bottle up emotions? Do I keep them bottle up? Do I let them out little by little? Or do I let them destroy me? It was a cool Friday evening. Alone in an empty park, I'm sitting on a bench while looking up at the sky. All I could think about was how I'm trying to keep myself from saying the wrong things at the ones I care about. I left the house without anybody knowing. Surely everybody is worried and looking for me right. My heart hurts with these emotions bottled up inside of me. These emotions that I've kept to myself that I never showed, are slowly trying to destroy me. They're slowly turning me dark. Should I keep the

How long have I been sitting here? A few days? Weeks? It doesn't matter. I haven't moved since that incident and probably won't be moving for a very long time. I had no clue if my eyes were open or closed. All I could see was darkness. If they were open, they're probably glassy and dull now. Hi miss Alice   Anata garasu no me de   Donna yume wo   Mirareru no?   Miirareru no? I don't even know if I'm still alive or not. I know I cut and stab myself when the pain was too much. I know that every time I did that, someone would stop me or find me laying on the ground half dead. I had to be strapped down after the fifth time. No matter how hard I

Tonight will be the first time I share a bed with somebody. To be honest, I'm a bit nervous but it's for a good cause. I'm just hoping this works. I take a deep breath and start walking towards the room I've been in so many times. She has a way of making me smile when I have a bad day, making me laugh when I'm in the middle of doing work and I need a break. I have to admit it and face the truth: I'm falling in love with her. I never thought it would happen but it did. I'm not even mad that I am falling for her, I'm actual glad. I didn't even notice I was already standing in front of the door to her room. Guess my thoughts got the best of me.